"A line of strands to mark the trail, no one said it would be easy, i must admit I thought the risk was better waged in younger seasons." (Dashboard Confessional)

Oh dear love of mine,

I think I'm doing a good job.
I was at work last night but didn't go in.
You made no effort to say hi.

No phone call, you didn't even have her  tell me hi.
Whats wrong with you?

Do you really care that little?
Am I really so stupid?

I'm going to pull myself away from you as much as possible.
You're going to have to do everything if you want to see me
Im going to let you see what it's like to be me.

Maybe you'll just give up.
That'll show me you just didn't care enough or maybe any at all.

But if you're still pulling me in close to you maybe you do care.

or maybe you just want me for your own selfish desires.

This is a giant mystery to me you're the only one that really knows whats going.
And I feel that i'll be the last to know,
and it'll all be some cruel joke in the end.

I just want you to keep your promises to me.

Why do you do this ?

It's like you know you can make me smile and what can wipe my smile clean off my face.
How can you have so much power over me But i literally have no power over anything..

I'm trying hard really hard to take away your power.
I want my life back.
You stole that.
You've stolen everything from me and ran.

Just please keep running and don't come back.

Sincerely, 

The girl dying to love you