Do you know what it's like to feel like your wasting your time? To feel like everything you've ever wanted is right in front of you but yet out of your grasp? Feel like your being drug along? To feel alone? To feel unappreciated? To feel forgotten? And then to feel that sense of false hope?
That's how I feel everyday.
I just want to know how to tell myself what I want is never going to happen. It'll never be anything but a dream, an amazing dream that I never want to wake from. Spending time with you is rare, but when it occurs it's the most magical experience I've ever experienced. I just want you to hold me for a night, and not have to leave me alone in the cold. Leave me alone and go home to her.
A home that really isn't a home at all. Nothing there feels right to you does it? It's not where you want to spend your life, nor is it who you want to spend your life with.
You may love her, but what your doing is wrong.
Lying, cheating, sneaking around
That's all your doing is searching for ways to be with me but not break her heart.
I'm sorry to break it to you but there is no easy way to do this
You have two choices, Life a miserable life or Do something that may very well be the hardest thing you've ever done and life a free happy life.
You choose.
I can't wait forever. I can't spend my life waiting for someone whose never going to do anything.
I just want to know, am I waiting for anything? Anything at all?
Or are you just dying to keep me by your side no matter the toll it takes on me?
The pain it causes, the loneliness, the restless nights, the days spent thinking of nothing but you and your sweet touch upon my face?
Please I'm begging you,
Just tell me will there ever be a real us?
Sincerely,
the girl dying to love you
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