"So you see this world doesn't matter to me, I'll give up all I have just to breathe the same air as you til the day that I die, I can't take my eyes off of you."(Secondhand Serenade)

Oh dear love of mine,

 Yesterday was amazing. The best time of my life.
I could have spent the rest of my life in that exact moment.

Yesterday was also awful. The worst time of my life.
I wish I would have never met you.

I can't say that. You mean so much to me it's jsut that I feel as if i mean nothing at all.
Yesterday I gave you a very special part of me.

I shared the moment that was supposed to be the most amazing moment of my life with you.
only for you to tell me

"I wish this was permanent"
and
"one day it will be I just can't tell you how long"

Will it really?
Whats stopping you?

I woke up thinking about you today.
Thats never happened before. You flooded my dreams.
You are all that is on my mind.
You are infecting me.

I'd give up anything to be with you..
My dream last night made me realize that...

If you really wanted to leave the state, and you asked me to go with you.
I never thought I would...
but in my dream I said yes...

Whats better?
seeing you but then not being able to talk to you after you leave?
Or
being able to talk to you as much as I want and never seeing you?

it's getting harder and harder to be away from you I just want to spend all my time with you.
But thats impossible.

Tuesday is our day.
Our only day..

Its hard to only see the person you love once a week.

My question is do you love me too?
You took something from me something i'd only want someone who loved me to have.

But i was too much of a coward to ask you.
To tell you that I love you.

 I can't go through a day or even more than ten minuetes without your face, your smile, just you
going through my head.

I
would give
anything to be with you.

Just keep in mind what you've taken, you have a responsibility not to let me down now.
And I hope you know that...

Sincerely,

The girl dying to love you