Last night made me realize how out of my life you really are.
Made me realize if something urgent happens I can't just call you.
I could have died last night.
I was in a crash, but you don't even know about it yet...
You might find out about it later today, if you can.
It's just not fair..
I want you to be there next to me..
I want to know that the chances of something happening to me are likely to be with you.
And not alone.
I want to know I have someone to follow me into the dark.
It came out of know were.
The impact felt like an earthquake...
But it really wasn't that bad..
I can remember it all in slow motion though...
It was the scariest thing ever and I couldn''t even call you when i freaked out.
What would you have done if something would have happened to me last night?
You do realize you'd be one of the last to know?
Even though I'd want you to be one of the firsts to know..but that wouldn't happen...
Everything is telling me that I can't keep this going...
That if i keep this going something bad, or even tradegic might happen..
But how do i let you go?
how do you let go of everything you've ever wanted?
how do i do this...someone please help
Sincerely,
the girl dying to love you
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