"I know One Day You And I Will Be Free, To Live And Die By Our Own Rules." (Secondhand Serenade)

Oh dear love of mine, 

Hope is something that is very short lived with you.

But it's something I'm learning to let go of. 

For my own sanity.

Otherwise, I'd go crazy every time you told me that you were leaving soon.

I'm telling myself it's all never going to happen. 

You'll always been a million miles away from me.

Literally or not.

Either way your going to leave me here.

All alone.

But something inside of me keeps a little bit of hope.

Thats the part of me I'm trying to kill.

I want to have no hope. 

Because without hope theres nothing to be hurt over when you're never mine.
No one to miss, or dream about..
All I want is to be yours and for you to be mine.
But for some reason it seems to working in the fact that I'm yours but you're not mine.

I just wish one day we could be free to live and die by our own rules. 

I know one day we will be free to live and die by our own rules.

Sincerely,
The girl dying to love you